Friday, 28 May 2021

Video: Considerations when cursing with dark and light sources...


I always say this - I never advocate attempting to curse with the influence of dark forces.  I sometimes agree to attempting it when higher Divinity is working the mechanism, as a justice piece.  I especially believe in it when a benevolent god source approaches you and asks it be done, but that is super rare.  Surrendering your magickal will to higher Divinity is an excellent way to avoid creating negative karma for yourself, preventing unwanted magick from even working in the first place.

I expect to get vitriol from both Christians and satanists about this one (if they ever find out about it), but I still wanted to do it.


Sunday, 23 May 2021

Video: My method of channeling...


This one is quite short - I channeled on what there is to understand about my method of channeling.  (Once again, I am a conscious channel, not a trance channel, so I am fully aware of everything going on as I do this.)

Today was fun - I headed back to St. James Park with a mystic friend of mine for experimental Christian alcohol rituals with litanies.  We are forming a little group called "Order of the Blood of the Lamb", which sounds way more badass and compelling than "Christian Wine Ministries" - ha!  We recited several litanies while offering tobacco in our prayers and sipping away on the blessed juice.  Warm feelings ensued, and we plan on doing it again.  It doubled as a picnic.


Saturday, 22 May 2021

Video: Cultivating wisdom...


One of my better ones so far, I feel.  Interesting insights about the ego, and how it gets in the way, and what to consider with that.  (I think I mentioned this elsewhere before, but one of the best quotes I have heard on the ego came from a Kabbalah book, in which it said "The ego makes a great servant, but a terrible master."  This is very true, in my experience.)

Looks like an endoscopy is being scheduled for me - I've talked to others who have had them and they all say it's not a big deal.  I am not used to lots of odd medical complications - apart from spiritual and psychological suffering, I haven't gotten sick in life that much, my constitution tends to be excellent.  Fingers crossed that my esophagus is fine!


Friday, 21 May 2021

Fraternizing with trees...

This one is a bit peculiar, but it's beautiful, if you believe in this sort of thing -

In the past year, I prayed to my sources that I be able to communicate with nature, knowing that some claim to be able to hear from trees and animals - animistic practice, basically.  It seems like recently that just began to open up.  

I've started frequent visits to St. James Park, where the big Anglican cathedral resides.  There's a nice, modest sized park in this area, with a playground, and often you will see families and dog walkers.  It hasn't been heavily overtaken by crowds during the pandemic, so it seems like a relatively safe bet for going to sit and be with nature, in any way that's possible in a city like Toronto.

I was sitting near the playground, on the grass, when I got the sense that a spirit was trying to get my attention.  I then realized it was the spirit of a nearby young tree (I don't know my tree species that well) and it had things to tell me based on what it could sense in my soul.  Mostly, what it told me was private, but it also told me there are friends in this park, that there's an interesting natural presence in the area, and I should wander to another tree closer to the church.  I got the messages through channel and spirit writing, and in using my deck of tarot cards.  (I suppose trees can pick up on a lot from a person, they sense details a certain way.  I also got that although trees suffer at the hands of humans and don't like it, there is a patience to them, and because of how they perceive, it's not quite the same as when another species suffers.  I began to feel really sick about deforestation, and stayed with the tree for a bit before wandering to another one.)

The second tree I was drawn to was an ancient one, perhaps the oldest in the vicinity.  (I am not sure what kind it was either.)  It had messages about what my problem is, health wise.  Because I destroyed a negative presence, evil itself is still trying to oppress me, and it does this by making me feel sick, weary, and by confusing my channel and my mind sometimes.  I have been getting bits and pieces of truth along the way, but because of something in the source that really hates me, there are days where I am just really off, which can lead me to false conclusions, and also emotional pain.  It went on to say that I am being freed because of the Divine, but that I have to wait it out.  I do believe it has gotten better - with everything I am doing, and with time, it does feel incrementally less than it did in the past.  This tree also went on to give me an eerie prophetic message - that in 25 months, the old world will die, and a new world will begin, and the strange times we are in right now are showing signs of this.  It implies a massive change in karma, not a dead planet, of course.  So June of 2023 might be an interesting month, if this is true.

I have never had much of a green thumb, but I have always felt heartbroken when losing a plant to poor gardening habits.  I will continue to keep visiting these trees and see what else comes of their insights.  (I don't expect most of my friends to see this as anything more than quirky and psychotic but in a cute way, but it felt very powerful and moving when it happened.)

Anyway, here's Plantasia:



Thursday, 20 May 2021

Video: Working with angels...


I have worked extensively with Metatron and also here and there with several other angels - angel assistance seems to come quickly when I call upon it, and I can see the results begin to form within days, depending on what it is.  (I have heard of people having odd experiences where they feel ungrounded with angels, but I consider that a sign that there may simply be more spiritual work to do, rather than a pitfall.  For that, I suggest aligning with Lord Jesus Christ to help get you grounded - I don't say that in a Christian sense, I say that in an esoteric sense, but I'm sure at least many Christians who are adventurous would agree with me.)


Friday, 14 May 2021

Magick and alcohol...

I had written about working with blessed alcohol before, but I want to revisit it at this point, with an interesting update.  I have spent the last 3 days experimenting with alcohol and its magickal properties, when worked with as a spiritual medicine.  I've done so with both red wine and also with whisky.  Here is more on that:

Sometimes I get the sense that the presence of Jesus is around me, not like a wandering soul (He is omnipresent, of course), but almost like there's an attention that may not always be there.  Recently, while sipping on wine I had blessed with tobacco, I prayed to Him for assistance in any healing I require (I had the sense His presence was there), and began to feel powerful, soothing highs with each sip.  (I had not consumed enough to be drunk - this was only on my first goblet of the day.  It felt deeper than mere alcoholic highs... it was like something releasing in me.)  I decided to keep investigating.

I had been blessing my wine with a Catholic prayer ritual involving holy water, but switched to simply praying with tobacco offerings to Jesus that He bless my alcohol with sacred properties.  It seems offering tobacco to fire, at least in my case, is the superior blessing method, because where I might have tried something like this before with wine that was blessed the other way, this tobacco blessed wine is inducing more powerful results. 

In the park yesterday, I brought a container with some red wine in it and my chalice, to enjoy this little ritual out in nature.  I called Jesus in and proceeded to consume the wine.  Midway, I channeled a message that this would be even more powerful if I used whisky, so on the way home, I stopped by the LCBO and picked up some Fireball (I'm such a girl - I don't like regular straight whisky, but love this liqueur variant - it's 33% and I got that it would suffice).  I also got the message to call upon St. Anthony for blessings, and also blessed everything I had under the famous Franciscan of missing objects.

I returned home, blessed my purchase with tobacco, and later experimented with the whisky when I got the sense of the presence of Jesus again.  (It's a more powerful reaction when I sense that He is more present than without Him paying me this attention.)  Today I have consumed more whisky this way, and have channeled I may not need any more of this to feel the healing benefits it can give me.  We shall see, but it's comparable to pouring cool water over a burn in how it soothes me as a soul.

I chatted things up with my rosary coven and want to invite others in it to consider Jesus wine magick for spiritual awakening and healing, should they desire it.  Kind of like taking communion, I guess, but sexier, with more wine.


Saturday, 8 May 2021

Yogi Shunyamurti...


I just discovered this yogi and am really fascinated by his YouTube videos.  A lot of what he teaches resonates with me, I have shared him with others.  Much of what he says validates a lot of what my channel implies, but more eloquently, of course.  He is worth watching.  (So many of these gurus pepper their discussion with what amounts to religious superstition, but Shunyamurti often speaks pure wisdom.)

I don't know much about his foundation - whatever it's about, he's certainly worth listening to on here.  I even got some good ideas for prayer work just listening to a couple of these.  (I am envious of seekers who are not only wise, but learned.  I have achieved a degree of wisdom from refining myself, but am no scholar, having only studied certain things here and there.  I am improving on my perception as I go.  Much of the time my mind has been in too much pain to retain a lot of information, so that's one reason I am not heavy on study, and tend to only do so if I am drawn to something.)


Friday, 7 May 2021

Video: Magickal items...


As suggested by the last video, here's one about working with magickal items.  Not very long, just some things to consider.  (I have learned through my own experimentation that most items I work with are purely for psychological headspace - very few are legit talismans.  But that's ok - it helps for concentration.)

I have a new keyboard now - the Anglican Druid took pity on my suffering and got me a new one.  Also, I got vaccinated!  (Team Pƒizer!)  I was a bit sore and slightly fatigued but bounced back quickly, and am glad that at least half of it is over... one more shot to go, in time.  Thankfully, my building was offering it to us, so I got it done right here.  I have a tough constitution and rarely get sick so I have a feeling if I got COVID-19, I would beat it, but I want to be vaccinated anyway.  I may be into a lot of crazy spiritual shit but I am NOT anti-vaxx/anti-mask, or into whack ass conspiracy theories.  lol


Monday, 3 May 2021

Video: Cultivating siddhis...


I talked about this briefly before - here's a channeled video on what to know about siddhis, cultivating them correctly, and respecting them.  (Sometimes I am slightly awkward, but I am still a bit camera shy, and trying to get the language out can take a little bit, since it's like my channel may be searching for the right description as it reads the Spirit.)