Many things have helped since I started this. I am still kicking myself a little for deleting some very interesting older articles about fighting and destroying the diabolical presence with help from Metatron and other seraphim, but when I go to write a memoir, which is my plan for sometime down the road, I will be able to reconstruct things again with new writings. The beauty of what I do psychically with channel and the tarot arcana is that I can dig through the archives of the personal unconscious to draw forward certain details that may have been forgotten about.
As you can see, I have been uploading YouTube videos from channeled insights on various questions I have posed to the Spirit. I keep drawing a card from one of my oracle decks that says "Epiphany" on it, suggesting one is coming quite soon. Some recent prayers to Mary might have helped things along again, for I felt some interesting sensations in Ajna, as though a veil is being lifted. Sometimes I have mighty changes as things improve, but mostly my state is coming along gradually on its own. It's good, I feel, to bask in daily prayer and devotional work, something I have called a form of "bhakti" in the past, or the equivalent of that. It's like stirring a pot, moving things forward, where I can.
I might buy a ouija board, but not for what you're thinking - gods no, I will never use one again for spirit communication! Rather, I could use the board as a chart of the alphabet and the numbers for when I do psychic work, ignoring use of the planchette. Sometimes my eye is directed to a letter when I am channeling about a person, to give the first letter of a first name... numbers sometimes come up to name dates. At home, I have been gazing at an old DVD box for letters, but a ouija board would be a fun, kitschy thing to use for the job. I don't see boards as intrinsically harmful unless using one unprotected while something nasty is lurking... they are just an object, no spiritual power to them. I also see tarot as just cards... the magick comes from the person, and how they use them. There is so much superstition out there... I probably am still superstitious in some things I do and think, but the further along I go, I find the less of that I encounter in myself.
I was thrilled to discover my income tax results meant I only owe peanuts to the government after 2020. I was worried I would owe a lot - turns out I owe less than $40! So I cleaned up financially, putting extra earnings away in my TFSA. 2020 was a year to live low and appreciate the smaller things. It taught me well about patience and living small, for simple pleasures.
I hope to have some more videos up soon, once I come up with other things to query Spirit about!