I went back to the Marian shrine yesterday, one more time before it gets too cold. It's not even that warm right now, but at least above freezing for something like that. I stayed for about 2 hours, mostly in the chapel. I broke down and wept over what still doesn't feel right in my soul. There's a power at that site that comes through strongly - I suddenly channeled to pray to Jesus that, in His name, I be redeemed of all sin. (I guess I had failed to pray this away well, or maybe I just had to keep praying for it - I don't recall what I have asked with this in mind in the past.) Shivering, I took my rosary off my wrist and prayed a round of that, making that my intention. As I completed it, it suddenly felt much warmer, as though the temperature had gone up by about ten degrees. Then, I got a channel that suggested my prayers were answered. Today is much better. So I am hoping I got a taste of a miracle at the Marian shrine, and I might now be even more on the mend. It's been a general sense of weariness and irritation that has been less intrusive, but has still affected me. So, I guess that was concentrated sin causing it? Strange! Perhaps it muddles channel making it hard to hear God when I open. Psychic readings can be hit or miss... one I did was really off recently.
I do hope this is the end, but of course time will tell. I am willing to keep fighting to be healthy again in mind, body and spirit. Some days are bad, but I am good at bouncing back. God doesn't want me to lose to my suffering.