Saturday, 13 June 2020
Gradually feeling better...
Something mildly upsetting the other day - someone I tried to read before for pay, I attempted to read again, and once again the channel went weird. I hung up the phone, and something dark came through, taunting me. This person might have a spiritual presence that doesn't want me reading them, and it's negative and wants to frighten me. I panicked a bit, worried my problems were back, but after prayers to Jesus, things settled again. I guess this is a particular person I simply cannot channel for. I shall have to ask my psychic teacher about this, if he has any input.
A new symbol keeps coming through spirit writing - it's the interlocking cross with the "M" that appears on the back of the Miraculous Medal of the Virgin Mary. When I read about what that symbol means, it has to do with Mary being the Mediatrix who helps carry our prayers to Lord Jesus. So perhaps this is a suggestion to concentrate more prayers on Mary, so that she may carry them to her Son, on my behalf. (We use the back of the Miraculous Medal as a makeshift "coat of arms" for our rosary coven, BTW.)
As a parody of LHP edgelord online usernames, I came up with an edgy RHP one for myself, if I ever go into esoteric chatrooms: "MetatronAlphaOmega333". I sometimes joke that Metatron is a name that sounds so much like an anime thing that it's rather embarrassing to talk about being involved with this angel - it sounds pretentious to claim I work heavily with him. It's an awesome sounding name, but it sounds silly a bit, at the same time. I still kinda wanna get at least one bald cat, and name him Metatron. If I get a second one, maybe I would call it Uriel, or after some other angel. They could wear the sigils of these angels on their collars, along with their other tags.