Sunday, 17 May 2020
Confirmation with Mary...
Speaking of the Star of David, of the talismans that I have worn, it may be the most powerful for me that I have used for my needs. I think the crucifix was also legitimately working as a talisman, but the Star of David seemed to give me an edge over the demon. I came to understand to obtain one after being instructed a long time ago through ouija to purchase one. But the demon kept getting me to throw them out - I must have gone through half a dozen over the years. Certainly, whenever I was wearing one, towards the end, it gave me power to first kill the demon with prayers to Metatron using the sweetgrass braid, and later, to finish off the field once I wore it again, using prayer pipe, mostly. When I research the Star of David, it seems to sometimes allow the wearer to have power and control over demons, in occult and mystical traditions. It only came to be associated with Judaism much later in history - the original symbol of Judaism was the menorah. Spirit wanted me to wear this, but it was confusing for a while and sometimes I thought the demon was using it to control me, and not the other way around. Things were very frustrating for a long time, and paranoia meant I went through a lot of sacred items like this, over and over again, trying to get the upper hand.
UPDATE: I am once again taking the Star of David off for a while, because I wonder again if it's a detriment. Considering it was ouija that told me to wear it - not a good sign. And weird things would happen when I wore it. Maybe if I take it off I will feel less sick. So off it goes... just not in the garbage this time.