Sunday, 17 March 2019
Now my voice is changing altogether!
I sound like some kind of Wisconsin-esque goofball nerd girl... it's endearing, however, it's very quirky, and pretty jarring to me that this happened. I sounded nothing like this before. First, the cadence and wording changed, now there's a nasal quality to my voice and something of the delivery that is very different. I am really not sure what to make of this - I feel very much more connected to my Self, am far more confident, but this new voice sounds quite ridiculous to me, and I don't know how others will respond to how I sound. I talked to a friend today who runs a shop, and after a few sentences, he passed me a tissue box, assuming I had a cold. Am I truly, at my core, this peculiar?
I read tarot for others this St. Paddy's Day, and the reactions have been interesting. Seems I either impress, or trigger a strange response... not one of disappointment, but sometimes tears or anxiety. Am I hitting the nail on the head too well, in a way that's disturbing? Is this accurate information? I am not yet consistently confident to be a professional, but often bring my deck to a bar when I go for karaoke. People sometimes buy me drinks for a reading... it's interesting, to say the least, of what comes of it.
Oh man... this voice! I hope people don't think I'm putting this on for some strange personality experiment. This is not the voice I would have chosen... it's rather awkward to get used to, it's got a cuteness but a very quirky quality.