Saturday, 29 December 2018
The new habit...
Here are some (not very good - for they were taken with my shitty phone camera) pics of me in the newest nun habit I have acquired. When I get nicer pics taken, I will upload those as well. This habit was an affordable buy from Bodyline, a Japanese lolita fashion store that sells budget lolita items that are of decent quality for the money. This came out to about $35.00 US in total, shipping was free. Not bad! The veil's elastic is a little snug for my cranium, might have to adjust that by extending it with more elastic, but that's an easy task I could do some day. I wore this out to a goth dance party last night... sipping beer and praying away in the corner. Ha!
I think I shall refrain from making that many updates about my spiritual condition until I have a better sense of clarity... seems I am still being deluded, and fear making a fool of myself on here. This has been a strenuous battle, and I know not everyone is going to understand it... all I can say is that things are, for the most part, going well, and I'm not going to quit fighting. Mostly, I am going to focus my time on Christian style prayer, because it has been the most helpful method, thus far. I am also using sweetgrass to smudge again.
I think I will go to the cathedral today before my shift... that deacon I had the religious debate with said hello recently, glad there is no bad blood!